1:05 AM
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Went to watch daybreaker with Baby, samantha,felix, JH relatives.
loves the movie, thrilling. I like the contact lens of the Vamps. Its red, yellow, orange.
And the human's eyes are brown, blue.
so pretty!!
awesome movie. maybe not to others but to me?
haha.
the makeup artist must be damn busy!
the storyline is cute, but super sad.frankie died=[
he was supposed to be the hero la!
i sort of feel damn slack. supposed to work but left halfway(less $$)
supposed to do project end up keep looking at FB.
got test tmr yet still slacking.
When would i get the wakeup call.
i wonder...
its awesome to have people there to accompany u to watch movie, go out.
Maybe somehow i just feel too alone, thus no mood for everything.
Is it my mindset, views , attitude or character that changed?
i could feel myself changing, firmer decisions, firmer stands, worse attitude.
I just want people to know how i feel, but was it too intense?
What is degree of tolerance?
Sometime i feel, do they even treat me as a true friend? do they appreciate what i have done?
should i treat them the way they treat me, or as what a true friend should.
I have not understand the definition of a true friend cos i cant differ!
Past 1 year plus this year, i had met many new friends, maybe some of them would be my true friends?
What am i afraid of?
stepping out? loneliness? stress?
i do not know=[ someone please enlighten me=D
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8:38 AM
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Our love
22 days ago was our 1 year.Baby celebrated it with me. We watched a short display of fireworks.
Wanna thank baby so much for being here when i really needed him.
Buying food for me with delivery to my house when i forgotten to eat.
Wanting to rush down with food once he know that i am hungry.
Accompany me till i sleep when i have nightmares.
Talking to me when i am lonely
Advice me on things i should do when i needed some one to tell me what to do.
Paying for a lot of my expenses.
Pampering me with CAUGHT soft-toys when we walk past the shop.
Coming to fetch me from work with food on his arms
Walking through the heavy rain just to pick me up and make sure i am safe.
Lend me his shoulder and other body parts for me to sleep comfortably outside.
Buying me my favourite snacks when he knows that i love it and wants to eat it.
Helping me with researches when i am urgently need of help.
Waking me up for exams and staying up with me to study and make sure i do not sleep.
Waking up in the middle of the night to refill water for me.
Listening to my grudges when i am pissed off.
Buying flowers for me when i am angry, special dates and more.
Helping my dad with devices.
Chatting with my mum to accompany her.
Dancing for me to see.
Thinking about me before himself.
Hugging me
Loving me
He is too perfect=D
He has many more for me to write cos he did so many silly stuff just for me.
Although promises havent been fulfill and he has a weird temper.
But his love for me surpasses every thing and even his flaws.
Baby , thanks for being her for me for so long.
I shall not say forever, but i just wish you will be here for me to love and pamper and vice versa till the day we part<3(which would hardly exist)
Love you till ultimum maximum
Ngor Ooi Lei Alvin Tsang<3